Looking back to the very beginning, in April, 2009, I made a promise to post every week day. Almost all of the 4,463 of them since then have kept to that standard. Age and caregiving have caught up with me. I've been sloppy lately. The Little Cheese has stopped emailing that my screed hasn't posted today; she understands all too well how hard it is now to fit everything into a day that used to have large gaps of empty spaces. I'm not berating myself. What has to be done has to be done and it's really not that difficult at all. It's the always piece that's tearing at the edges of my life. I'm lucky to be taking care of a person I love. We have the resources, financial and familial, to withstand everything they've thrown at us so far. I have the brains and the bandwidth to coordinate the pills and appointments and protein intake and all the rest of it. I stop every day and wonder what those without are doing right now. It didn't ...